It was Wednesday 6th of May 2015 that I found out I was pregnant- shock, nervousness and fear consumed me.

I had an abortion a few months ago, at 36. I'd only been seeing the father for a few months when I got pregnant.

It's time.

I was 24 and my sister had just given birth to her beautiful daughter. I had been having sex with a guy, he said his name was Blue, and I believe that probably the day that Jenny gave birth I conceived with him.

It all happened so fast. I've only known the father a little over a month, so I must have gotten pregnant one of the first times we had sex.

My idea of a fairytale then is much different from the fairytale life I dream of now...

I am happily married to the man of my dreams. We had had the staying child-free discussion before and we were in accord.