I had my first abortion when I have 18. The only person who knew was my boyfriend, he didn’t handle it well and didn’t realize how hard it was for me.

He is very sweet and loves me but it was hard not being able to tell anyone but him. This time I am twenty, I told my mother I was pregnant and planning to have an abortion. I thought she would be on my side but she hasn’t stopped crying and is begging me to keep it. At this point I have my abortion scheduled, it seems so far away. I want to get it over with, my mother says she will never forgive me if I do though. I have no money, no car, no job even at the moment. My mom doesn’t understand she is just baby crazy. I have never felt more alone in my life.