I had an abortion almost four years ago, on April 1, 2011. I remember everything about that day. It was the worst day of my life and not a single day has gone by that I haven’t thought about my baby, yet I know I made the right decision.

I was not in a good place to raise a baby and my ex wanted nothing to do with it. In my heart I know I did what was best for it. I loved it and I will spend the rest of my life trying to be a better person so he mattered. I know I will have a baby one day at the right time and with the right person but I will never forget my first pregnancy. Having an abortion doesn’t mean I didn’t love it, I loved it so much I did what was best for it.