I was young, wild, in college but, zigged when I should’ve zagged and was in no way ready to bring a life into the world; and be responsible for it so, I was thankful for the option and having the right to choose. I was all of 22 or 23, I think and vowed to be more careful from there on out. I was, until 10 years later and debated over and over until the appointment. But, having been a party animal on a regular basis did not want to grow a life in a polluted body so, there I was at the hospital again doing what I felt was the responsible thing. I can’t say that I regret those decisions I just feel at least I was honest enough with myself to know that I did not want to be a mother and still don’t.