I got pregnant when I was 19. I thought I was sterile. Just low self esteem.
Told my boyfriend I was on birth control. When I got pregnant he thought I was trying to trap him. I was immature and bringing a child into the world would have be selfish and a disaster for me as well.
Well I got an abortion this was in England where there is no judgement. I have never had a day of regret in my life. I eventually married him and at 30 we planned and had a boy. I only have one child he is turning 21 on Monday. My 30th anniversary is next year. I think with my depression I would have died if I had had that child. Thank God we have a choice. I have always felt it was the best and right decision.