Everything happened more a year ago. I was dating a guy everything was going well it wasn’t until we moved in together that the emotional and physical abuse started.

I have a beautiful and healthy almost 5 year old from a previous relationship. I regret putting her through all of the horrible things she went through.

I found out I was pregnant in June of 2014. That was when the abuse had gotten really bad and police were involved. I couldn’t think of having a child being where I was at and it having a abusive father so my decision was an abortion. I was 5 weeks and 4 days pregnant. None of what I went through with him I don’t think I would be able to tell my family but thankful I had a supportive friend who’s was there for me through it all. I just remember the pain, cramping and bleeding and knew that it was for the best even though I never thought I would get an abortion. I still think about it and wonder what if but and end of the day I don’t feel guilt or pain. There are some days I feel sad and wonder what could’ve been but then I also think of all the pain and suffering it would’ve gone through. I know this is for the best .